Standing still.....

Do you ever feel like your standing still in your life? Everyone around you is moving forward with life, going back to school, having kids, starting new jobs, traveling....... while you're doing the same old thing day after day: wake up, go to work, laundry, dishes, dinner! Well that is how I feel. I got passed over with my life and I don't know what happened. How do I catch back up with what I missed? Am I too passive and let other people and what they want decide what I want? How do I put myself first without hurting feelings? Soon I will get what my heart desires more than anything. I can feel it. God, give me the patience to wait for the right time, the time that you have decided is right for me to have a child.